I could

never admit to you,

how beautiful

I find you,

how much I crave you,

how deeply you interest me.

You take the breath right from my lungs
When I close my eyes

you still exist.

I will dine

on your soul,

you will consume

all of

my flesh.

Every last

drop

we will savor

together, but

separate

separate, but

together.

I think about everything

in my life, in the world

anywhere, and nowhere in particular

it all makes me sick

so sick I want to bleed.

Even though I smile

even though I laugh

even though I dream

even though I desire

even though I wish

even though I answer

even though I endure

I will always want an end,

I will always want an end to me.

I don’t understand

what more

you could ask for,

but still

you need,

you will always

need.

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